Farther from Home - From Ashes To New

[00:11.60]I lay awake and look at the ceiling and wonder why
[00:14.69]I'm so afraid to face all these feelings and want to die
[00:17.73]I'm out of place and nothing's appealing to stay alive
[00:20.83]Why try to face it when it's so easy to say goodbye
[00:24.16]It's all unfolding,
[00:25.45] it's so controlling
[00:27.01]It tries to pull me under,
[00:28.64]nothing's going right for me
[00:30.15]This tension's growing,
[00:31.73]it tries to hold me
[00:33.34]Hear me scream
[00:36.47]I'm taking over
[00:39.12]With my back to the ropes,
[00:40.69]I'm never letting go
[00:42.40]I'm moving closer
[00:45.49]Everything that I know is feeling farther from home
[00:48.39]I'm never giving in,
[00:49.88]This world I'm living in is losing color
[00:54.51]I'm taking over
[00:57.41]With my back to the ropes,
[00:58.71] I'm never letting go
[01:02.54]I try to make the changes,
[01:04.04]it's so hard to sway my mind
[01:05.49]There is no way to make it but to leave these scars behind
[01:08.52]Within my thoughts are racing,
[01:09.96]I'm too far away at times
[01:11.36]I drive myself insane,
[01:13.20]it's tearing me apart inside
[01:14.49]It's all unfolding,
[01:16.59] it's so controlling
[01:17.78]It tries to pull me under
[01:19.08], nothing's going right for me
[01:20.92]This tension's growing,
[01:22.36] it tries to hold me
[01:23.82]Hear me scream
[01:27.05]I'm taking over
[01:29.75]With my back to the ropes,
[01:31.33]I'm never letting go
[01:32.99]I'm moving closer
[01:36.03]Everything that I know is feeling farther from home
[01:39.12]I'm never giving in,
[01:40.56]This world I'm living in is losing color
[01:45.15]I'm taking over
[01:48.00]With my back to the ropes,
[01:49.32] I'm never letting go
[02:02.93]I take a deep breath down inside
[02:05.87]I shake and try to breathe but I
[02:08.86]Hate the way that I lived my life
[02:11.89]And it seems
[02:14.88]All the lies that I try to hide
[02:17.78]Remind me of what I left behind
[02:20.72]Unwinding thoughts inside my mind
[02:23.81]Hear me scream
[02:28.04]I'M SCREAMING OUT LOUD
[02:41.86]It's all just weighing on me
[02:48.38]It's all just weighing on me
[02:51.72]I'm reaching out
[02:52.66]I'm screaming out loud
[02:53.71]I'm taking over
[02:56.60]With my back to the ropes,
[02:58.04]I'm never letting go
[02:59.79]I'm moving closer
[03:02.57]Everything that I know is feeling farther from home
[03:05.82]I'm never giving in,
[03:07.31]This world I'm living in is losing color
[03:12.04]I'm taking over
[03:14.73]With my back to the ropes,
[03:16.02] I'm never letting go
[03:22.29] I'm never letting go
[03:26.48]With my back to the ropes,
[03:27.87] I'm never letting go