I'm Not Okay - Citizen Soldier

[00:00.0]I'm Not Okay - Citizen Soldier
[00:00.3]以下歌词翻译由微信翻译提供
[00:00.3]Lyrics by：Jake Segura/Juan Rivero
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[00:00.61]Composed by：Jake Segura/Juan Rivero
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[00:00.92]Tonight the monsters
[00:01.77]今晚怪物
[00:01.77]In my head
[00:02.71]在我的脑海里
[00:02.71]Are screaming so
[00:03.65]大声呐喊
[00:03.65]D**n loud
[00:07.54]大声点
[00:07.54]But I built walls
[00:09.04]可我筑起高墙
[00:09.04]So high
[00:10.05]兴奋无比
[00:10.05]So they never even
[00:11.13]所以他们永远不会
[00:11.13]Make a sound
[00:15.43]发出声音
[00:15.43]It's a mask
[00:16.2]这是面具
[00:16.2]It's a lie
[00:17.07]这是谎言
[00:17.07]It's the only home
[00:18.28]这是唯一的家
[00:18.28]I've ever known
[00:22.31]我知道的一切
[00:22.31]'Cause being who
[00:23.34]因为我是谁
[00:23.34]I really am
[00:25.94]我真的是
[00:25.94]Has only left me
[00:27.2]只会让我
[00:27.2]More alone
[00:30.14]更加孤独
[00:30.14]I am not okay
[00:35.11]我不好
[00:35.11]And I need you
[00:36.24]我需要你
[00:36.24]To see it
[00:37.42]亲眼目睹
[00:37.42]I have so much
[00:39.94]我拥有这么多
[00:39.94]To say
[00:42.55]说
[00:42.55]And no one
[00:43.32]没有人
[00:43.32]To hear it
[00:44.77]侧耳倾听
[00:44.77]The reason
[00:45.37]原因
[00:45.37]I keep quiet
[00:46.48]我保持沉默
[00:46.48]With so much at stake
[00:48.28]危机四伏
[00:48.28]I always feel like
[00:49.38]我总是觉得
[00:49.38]A burden let it
[00:50.63]让它成为一种负担
[00:50.63]Silence me
[00:51.91]让我沉默不语
[00:51.91]You'll never understand
[00:53.57]你永远不会明白
[00:53.57]Why it's so hard to say
[00:57.42]为何这么难开口
[00:57.42]I'm not okay
[01:04.84]我不好
[01:04.84]I wish I had a scar
[01:06.45]我希望我有伤疤
[01:06.45]Had a bruise on
[01:07.51]身上有淤青
[01:07.51]The surface any
[01:08.44]表面上
[01:08.44]Kind of proof
[01:12.56]这就是证据
[01:12.56]That everything
[01:13.59]一切
[01:13.59]I feel is more than
[01:14.91]我感觉不止如此
[01:14.91]Just some sad excuse
[01:19.53]只是一个悲伤的借口
[01:19.53]My life's invisible abuse
[01:21.37]我的生活被无形的虐待
[01:21.37]I'm either judged
[01:22.44]我要么被人评判
[01:22.44]Or have to hide
[01:26.770004]或者必须躲藏
[01:26.770004]The only symptom
[01:28.270004]唯一的症状
[01:28.270004]You can see
[01:30.36]你可以看见
[01:30.36]Is I don't wanna
[01:31.82]我不想
[01:31.82]Be alive
[01:34.64]充满活力
[01:34.64]I am not okay
[01:39.619995]我不好
[01:39.619995]And I need you
[01:40.66]我需要你
[01:40.66]To see it
[01:41.94]亲眼目睹
[01:41.94]I have so much
[01:44.47]我拥有这么多
[01:44.47]To say
[01:46.89]说
[01:46.89]And no one
[01:47.85]没有人
[01:47.85]To hear it
[01:49.22]侧耳倾听
[01:49.22]The reason I keep quiet
[01:51.03]我保持沉默的原因
[01:51.03]With so much at stake
[01:52.759995]危机四伏
[01:52.759995]I always feel like
[01:53.75]我总是觉得
[01:53.75]A burden let it
[01:55.18]让它成为一种负担
[01:55.18]Silence me
[01:56.369995]让我沉默不语
[01:56.369995]You'll never understand
[01:58.11]你永远不会明白
[01:58.11]Why it's so hard
[01:59.08]为何如此艰难
[01:59.08]To say
[02:02.4]说
[02:02.4]I'll never have
[02:03.42]我永远不会拥有
[02:03.42]The words I can't
[02:05.24]我说不出的话
[02:05.24]Explain this hell
[02:09.44]解释一下这地狱
[02:09.44]But what if it kills me
[02:11.12]但万一我痛不欲生呢
[02:11.12]If I keep it to myself
[02:16.65]如果我守口如瓶
[02:16.65]To myself
[02:21.35]对我自己
[02:21.35]I am not okay
[02:26.20999]我不好
[02:26.20999]And I need you to see it
[02:28.36]我希望你明白
[02:28.36]I have so much to say
[02:33.44]我有好多话要说
[02:33.44]And no one to hear it
[02:35.99]没有人听到
[02:35.99]I'm not okay
[02:37.8]我不好
[02:37.8]I'm not okay
[02:39.61]我不好
[02:39.61]I'm never safe
[02:41.4]我从来都不安全
[02:41.4]It's not a phase
[02:43.1]这不是一个阶段
[02:43.1]If I finally break
[02:44.89]如果我最终崩溃
[02:44.89]Would you still stay
[02:49.14]你还会不会留下来
[02:49.14]Tonight the monsters
[02:50.23]今晚怪物
[02:50.23]In my head
[02:51.07]在我的脑海里
[02:51.07]Are screaming so
[02:52.36]大声呐喊
[02:52.36]D**n loud
[02:57.036]大声点