if you only knew(Explicit) - Alexander Stewart

[00:00.37]if you only knew (Explicit) - Alexander Stewart/Adam Yaron/Roland Spreckley
[00:02.56]Composed by：Alexander Stewart/Adam Yaron/Roland Spreckley
[00:04.28]Produced by：Adam Yaron
[00:14.72]I've been tryin' so hard to survive
[00:18.46]Sometimes I think that I wanna die
[00:22.09]I feel so ******* guilty 'cause God I'm so lucky to live my life
[00:29.67]So I keep all the pain to myself
[00:33.42]Losin' faith but nobody can tell
[00:37.15]Mom I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
[00:41.03]So I pretend I'm fine
[00:44.31]If you only knew
[00:46.67]What my mind is tellin' me I should do
[00:50.21]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
[00:54.0]I'm too sad to cry it's true oh
[00:59.2]If you only knew
[01:01.49]All the **** my brain is puttin' me through
[01:05.31]You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
[01:08.88]I'm sorry but I need you oh
[01:14.28]If you only knew
[01:15.520004]Oh
[01:16.59]I wish I was somebody else
[01:20.39]I'm constantly overwhelmed
[01:24.16]Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends
[01:27.84]It's a silent cry for help
[01:31.17]I wanna get better I want you to know
[01:34.92]That I can't do this on my own
[01:38.57]If you only knew
[01:40.91]What my mind is tellin' me I should do
[01:44.6]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
[01:48.33]I'm too sad to cry it's true oh
[01:53.57]If you only knew
[01:55.89]All the **** my brain is puttin' me through
[01:59.53]You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
[02:03.32]I'm sorry but I need you oh
[02:08.22]Take me out of this hell
[02:11.46]Oh somebody help
[02:15.68]Take me out of this hell
[02:18.89]Oh I'm not myself
[02:23.95999]I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
[02:29.6]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
[02:33.39]I'm too sad to cry but I want to
[02:37.69]Oh if you only knew