Understand - BoyWithUke

[00:00.000] 作词 : BoyWithUke
[00:00.007] 作曲 : BoyWithUke
[00:00.014] Girl, I hope you understand
[00:02.204] I wanted to hold your hand
[00:04.533] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[00:09.162] And you knew I fell for you but you
[00:11.982] Just broke my heart in two
[00:13.760] I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
[00:16.334] Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
[00:18.421]
[00:18.588] I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
[00:20.839] When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
[00:23.154] And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
[00:25.444] I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
[00:27.770] So instead I took my pen and started writing evidencе
[00:30.071] And when I started making sensе
[00:31.274] I found that I had reached the end
[00:32.451] Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends
[00:33.579] You wanna bet you're just pretend?
[00:34.828] You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
[00:36.628] You're not shit
[00:37.283] I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
[00:41.420] I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
[00:45.866] They were my neighbors, razor blades
[00:48.261] And different flavored pills I hate
[00:50.473] Therefore I'm not sure, leave my last straw
[00:53.128] I'm so glad, stuck in the past, I said that
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[00:56.471] Girl, I hope you understand
[00:58.051] I wanted to hold your hand
[01:00.474] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[01:05.079] And so far I never held you with my arms
[01:07.883] So it's hard to be the one you aren't
[01:10.078] With instead filled with anxiety
[01:12.411] Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be
[01:14.512]
[01:14.674] Somebody 'cause it's not me
[01:15.775] I'm not used to all the talk, it was an introvert
[01:17.594] That had converted feelings in the writing
[01:19.074] Used to cope with all my problems
[01:20.329] Using notes and lots of rhyming
[01:21.423] Used to hope for better days whenever
[01:22.797] That's 'bout make me crying
[01:23.715] I'm not lying when I say that I would rather daily go back
[01:26.476] To the times I would try be the guy the people know
[01:28.643] I was fighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyelids
[01:30.965] On an island full of violence in my head that I could pilot
[01:33.417] Oh, the sun don't shine, the skies turn gray
[01:36.084] I felt it coursing through my veins
[01:38.593] I said before I'm not okay
[01:40.968] But you don't listen anyway
[01:43.135] You know I tried, you turned away
[01:45.399] Straight out loud right to my face
[01:47.849] You ****ed my life, ruined my day
[01:50.264] But you don't know, so I'll say
[01:52.152]
[01:52.317] Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
[01:56.516] (And you don't know, so I'll say)
[01:56.997] Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it
[02:00.813] (So I'll say)
[02:01.526] Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
[02:04.741] (And you don't know, so I'll say)
[02:06.215] Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it
[02:09.708] (So I'll say)
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[02:10.770] Girl, I hope you understand
[02:12.600] I wanted to hold your hand
[02:15.072] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[02:19.638] And too bad I know I can't wake up
[02:22.085] Because I lost my weight and you don't give a ****
[02:24.182] About me, this could be a dream, I can't see
[02:27.166] The things that you see, so please, oh
[02:29.156] Girl, I hope you understand
[02:31.152] I wanted to hold your hand
[02:33.564] But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
[02:38.334] And you know I'll play along you
[02:41.173] You were my home, I wrote you songs
[02:42.782] And now you're dead to me effectively
[02:45.180] Removed yourself outside my dream